Dreams and Wonderings

2003-06-30T13:56:00.000-05:00

Our internet service is down for some reason *sigh* so I am attempting to do this from the library....god I want a job...

2002-12-16T09:57:00.000-06:00

*laughs* Neko, you just made my day...okay, well not really you, but someone you're linked to. The kanji for gall bladder *rollingonfloor* Okay, seriously, though, I am going to do aural training now, *focused*

2002-12-16T09:50:00.000-06:00

The computer lab dudes are not coming back and I need the MacGamut disc to study...*sigh*...oh Tomo, I feel your pain so much right now Theory wise...*sigh*...anyways...okay...I'm going to stop typing and...yeah!! they're back!!!

2002-12-16T09:44:00.000-06:00

Bleh! This stupid thing lost my last post, but to sum up i ranted about theory (my final is today) and I sympathize with Tomo and her theory studying. I just found out that I bombed my piano final, like D low C area. God sometimes I hate myself. It's not that I couldn't have done well on it either, but like I said before I psyched myself out so...goddamnit!!!! god, no..I will not wallow in self pity, must stop now or I am going to start crying. i'm in the music lab up at school getting ready to practice ear training, I am soooo bad at recognizing intervals, and I want to do really well on this final to...GODDAMNIT!!!! Okay, I feel better now, anyways, good luck to all on your finals this week, and I am just waiting for today to be over so I can relax, not that I didn't actually relax last week, I just don't want this final looming over my head anymore. SHIT!! Ciao!

2002-12-14T21:49:00.000-06:00

I'm back!! After a much extended absence I have returned, alive and relatively unscathed. I'm attempting to fix my blog page right now, not too happy with it at all, oh well! I just screwed up my piano final about two hours ago, yes, my final was on a Saturday night. The terrible thing was that it was actually a pretty easy final but I psyched myself out, like I always do, and screwed up. I have no idea what I made on it. Oh well. I am so glad that school is almost over, now I get to practice my ass off for auditions. I have to learn Mahler 2, yes, that is all 27 pages of Mahler Symphony No. 2 for my audition Jan. 15...Prof. Noe sucks. I can't wait!! I'm going to the band concert Monday night in Bates good luck you guys!! Well, I'm going to do some more editing so Ciao!

2002-09-27T23:02:00.000-05:00

I had a really good week this week, fun stuff, but I don't feel like writing right now, and don't feel too happy. I'm trying to redo my layout to reflect the new, happy steffie, but its not working...god I love halloween...

2002-06-29T22:17:00.000-05:00

Oh yeah! I always sign out too quickly! I am keeping my yahoo address, but for those who do not have that one or do my new email address is: stefcello@mail.utexas.edu

wow...

2002-06-29T22:07:00.000-05:00

WAAAAAIIIIIII!!!! I'm back and in college!!!! I succesfully registered for UT, it was actually so easy I'm in a panic at the moment to actually confirm my registration from my own personal computer. I am taking Music Theory, Piano, UT Symphony, Cello lessons, Psychology, and Astronomy...my mom is screaming I Fling Poo at the moment, I'm just going to have to get her that shirt *sigh* anyways...I had so much fun at registration, I think staying in the dorm for the orientation duration really helped, 'cause I could go back to Jester and take a nap!! Anyways, I'm in a really good mood, but Tomo, you do not have me under your links...do you not luv me anymore????? *big puppy eyes* Well, I don't really watch Cowboy Bebop, but I have an addiction to quizes so....

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?
....is the Yo Pumpkinhead song good? Ciao!!!

2002-06-24T23:37:00.000-05:00

I'm not quite gone yet!! I know I should never write an entry before going to other people's sites!!
First: Go Ricky!!! Wai!!! I'm glad to see you pitaing again!!
Second: VAMPIRES ARE SEXY!!! I have research data to back me up too!! I luv you Neko, you know that!!

Are you a Seme or Uke?

Movies I must go see: Lilo and Stich, Minority Report, Men in Black II, Reign of Fire (DDRRRRRRAAAAAGGGGGOOOONNNNNNNSSS!!) eventhough Mathew McConehey (totally spelled wrong, like I care?) will screw it up, and...the Powerpuff Girls movie!!!!!! Ciao!!

JEAN-CLAUDE IS HOT!!! Few will know who I am talking about, only Tomo...the cheese stands alone...or with her friend...hmmm..ponder...

2002-06-24T23:17:00.000-05:00

I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile...over the past week I've had so much fun!!! Hanging out with Lil., driving!!! I just started lessons today, well again. A couple of weeks and I'll have my liscence!!! I think I totally spelled that wrong, oh well! I'm really excited, I start UT orientation tomorrow!!! Despite the uberstress from Lil. I'm hoping to have a fun time!! Well, there's just alot to say, and I don't really feel like writing right now, so...ciao!!

2002-06-11T16:50:00.000-05:00

Wai!!!! My mom's rooting for yo-yo (she actually is, she's walking around in the background saying "yo-yo, yo-yo"). Anyways, no I haven't developed my film yet, but I'm going to, money will be coming to me shortly ^^. I LOVE your pita layout!! America tied with South Korea yesterday!! Happy happy happy!!! Some of those Korean guys were hot too!!!!
Oh, I wanted to mention it here and I actually already mentioned it to Erica, but we all should go see Les Mis. together. I mean, I have to go see it and I want to go with friends and I think it would be really fun!!
hmmmm, what else what else...I'm applying different places for a job, with little success, but I am babysitting and teaching cello so I have moolah!! How do you spell that anyways? Oh well...not much else...so...ciao!!!

2002-06-08T13:53:00.000-05:00

I found this at amy's page, and eventhough I don't write that much anymore I'm trying to get back into it so:

Have you ever considered writing femslash? Two girls getting it on. Or rather, not getting it on. Just being sugary sweet and all about red roses and love and kissy faces. Much like your characters, hence. So, yes. Have you ever thought about it? Because really, you wouldn't have to change much about your writings. Only the physical appearances and the names of your characters, since apart from that, your characters are already girlier than most girls are.

Femslash...sigh, no one's ever said THAT to me before....

They're girls.

What
are your characters?

Quiz made by Zarah.

2002-06-08T13:42:00.000-05:00

Wow, I finished Rayearth yesterday evening. I didn't know it was only 6 volumes long, but when mom and I went to Barnes and Nobles I was looking at the fifth volume, actually read it and saw at the end "to be concluded in volume 6" so I of course look through volume 6, saw that was it and bought it!!! I had one of the main plot points figured out halfway through volume 4, but part of the end was...ohmygod!!! I don't know if you guys would like it though. It's kind of kiddy with morals strewn throughout like never abandon your dreams, if you can believe it it can happen, that kind of stuff. I'm watching the mtv movie awards and Kelly Osbourne is actually pretty good. I don't like Ozzy too much, but some of his songs are okay, but his daughter is good. Well, not much else to talk about...ciao!!

2002-06-06T22:21:00.000-05:00

Wai!! I just went to people's pages and had to post this: Oh!! by the way, Magic Knight Rayearth is an awesome manga, I was going to buy the fourth one in Borders today but couldn't bring myself to spend more money on anime so I read it in the store *evil grin* I will eventually buy it. I really like it and must see anime!! Blade of the Immortal is excellent also. It has a unique combination of old and moder dialogue and gorgeous scenes. Anyway..had to say that..so:

What Type of Villain are You?

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:: how jedi are you? ::

2002-06-06T21:48:00.000-05:00

Weeeeeeeeeee!!! Sorry I haven't been online in awhile, a week actually. Anyways, akon was the best!! I had so much fun. I have to go out and find new animes now, Crest of the Stars, Rose of Versailles...ahhhh!! too much money!!!
Anyways, yesterday my mom turned on the air conditioner. That was fun. I was attempting to show her my anime origins by showing her the very first scene I remember from on of my first animes X1999. It was the scene where Nataku kills the Monou father for the first sacred sword, which was actually destined to be stollen...I digress...and as I showed her the splork when his fist goes through the chest I stopped and gasped because she had touched the dial. I voluntarily ran upstairs and put down the windows. Ah, I am cool!!
Oh! I had a funny moment with my mom the other day. We were discussing yoai, hentai, and slash. Okay, I am going to make a statement that may be viewed by some as....I don't know. Here goes. Okay, I personally joined in the hentai bashing, but I guess I was being kind of hypocritical. Yes, watching hentai in a room packed with panting, sweaty guys is frankly gross, and watching it is even kind of twitch for me, but not all hentai is nasty. I even like some of it. There, I said it. Now, back to my discussion. Anyways mom and I were talking about yoai, and I stopped her and pondered whether or not yoai was just for guy-guy, and if so what is lesbian manga or anime called. My mom was like, "yo-yo". Yoai for guys and yo-yo for girls...I love my mom!!!! Well, I am going to stop now, so ciao!!

2002-05-30T00:03:00.000-05:00

Akon is TODAY!!!! Weee!! I'm packing, drying clothes, and watching Young Frankenstein, "Werewolf! There wolf.." I love it!!!!

2002-05-29T12:32:00.000-05:00

Yeah!!! I got the information from people and dispensed certain information to people. Thank you!!!
I think I am the only one who gets up at 10:00....*sigh* I'm trying to decide if I should bring my red pants, they look awesome with one outfit I'm wearing...but don't really want to try them on to see if they fit *grimace* they should and if I can get them washed and dried by tomorrow I'm taking them. Wow, is my life boring...not really actually I like my life. I have to find a sub for the library on Sat. and get money from my dad and talk to him this afternoon, but I'm actually having fun! Well, I'm off to do the dishes. Ciao!!

2002-05-28T20:15:00.000-05:00

Okay, if someone doesn't respond to me soon (namely Lil. ^^) I'm going to have to call people!! Ack!! Stef on the phone!!
Anyways, Lil. you can borrow makeup from me if I have it (which I probably do ^^), like the black eyeliner, not to sure about the black eyeshadow. I'm sorry about your hair...dying is a rough business...teehee...again, I should know ^^
Go Neko!!!! Your adventures into the wilderness were succesful. Now you can be a provider for your family, foraging the forests for life!! Neko the Huntress!!!!
I'm watching Barbarella right now, okay movie...well...ciao!!!

2002-05-28T10:35:00.000-05:00

Wow, okay. The week is over. Well...my week at least, in Steffie time.
Recap: Thursday-awesome orchestra party!!! woohoo, job well done!!
Friday- Graduation rehearsal, rehearse solo (I sucked ass, btw, but I did awesome on Sat.!!!), Graduation party with relatives (fun was had!!), Graduation (*tear*...*singing* "Schools out for Summer!!!! Schools out for-ever!!!!!"), Proj. Graduation (mucho, mucho fun was had)
Saturday-tired, UIL ensemble (shit!! must call Bernard and Erika!!!) we messed up and could have played a one, but got a two, which is no shame at State level, but I know we could have played better, sleep at Grandmother's house for an hour, play solo an hour late (running behind in judging room), but very good.
Okay, I am going to take a minute to brag. This is something I never do because I think it is selfish and selfserving, but damnit I deserve it!! I played the Elgar amazingly. I was uber nervous and scared but I just put everything I had into it and.....I GOT A ONE!!! Do you know how hard the coveted ONE is at state!??!! Some people never get one because it is so hard, but I did it!! That was my goal for the year, and I think It was a nice culmination, but now I can qualify for the "Outstanding Performance" award. I won't know for awhile, but one can only hope!!

Sunday-spend all day at my mom's best friend's house with her two year old kiddo and relatives, miss cousin's band at Momo's, but can go later!!! visiting Aunt Pam (mom's friend) much more important.

And now I am getting ready for A-kon!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee can you tell I am happy. I am out of the funk I was in earlier this week. I really don't know what was wrong with me but I just wanted to sit by myself in the dark and cry. No matter what anyone said people pissed me off. I guess I'm just tired of going with the flow, being the one who never says anything negative, I'm tired of putting up with other people's crap when I don't have to.
*sigh* Now with that rant over, I am going to go do chores before A-kon...and about that...I kind of need info..all I know now is that we are leaving on Thursday...and that doesn't help me alot. Luv ya!!

2002-05-28T00:00:00.000-05:00

I am now officially done for the night!!! After I email people...sigh...

2002-05-27T22:38:00.000-05:00

Well, I have officially disavowed pita. I had a wonderful layout made up (with the wonderful help of lilisin !!) and it wouldn't let me edit it!! Anyways, this is my new page in progress!! I'm tired right now after a psychotically busy weekend and must go to sleep.

2002-05-27T22:01:00.000-05:00

AHHHHHH!!

2002-05-23T22:07:00.000-05:00

Pita is really making me mad!!! So I have created a Blog!! I am a rebel!!!